Big Hair, Big Secrets

ill take living in pain over living in lies any fucking day.

I cant stand when people lie to keep from hurting someone…im pretty sure most ppl agree that even tho the truth hurts it also liberates.

So do me a fucking favor and hurt me all u can as long as its with truth it can only hurt for so long.

side note: im not even going through anything, these thoughts just came into my mind and i felt i had to share.

18 minutes ago · 1 note

i feel like taking a break from the internet world of social networking sites for a while.

I just feel like its taking over my life. Im on facebook, twitter, tumblr at the same time, all the time. See ive only had this laptop since August and internet is not something i have at home, unless i steal it from neighbors thanks to wifi, which is what ive done since my first laptop that was stolen months later. TV was my friend and companion when i was bored or two broke to go out. Now i spend hours on this snooping through pplz lives and making meaningless relationships with people.

I refuse to have a relationship through aim, or facebook. Call the people u care about. I dont know im still contemplating this. I love technology but damn sometimes i want to hear the inflection in your voice when i talk to you, or understand that the message u sent me was strictly sarcastic and not as mean as it seems to me.

Idk im thinking a lot. Like i always do. I think that will be the death of me, OVER THINKING….or some tragic love gone wrong story. lmao. Im so Dramatic. Its a flaw i actually adore. Ok im going off on a tanget.

If i decide to go. Ill be back in a month. This is not a final decision. I probably wont do it cause my life is not interesting enough for me to give up this current addiction but i kind of think i should.

37 minutes ago · 1 note